grateful

amidst my deep grief, i am still very thankful for all the blessings i have been receiving.

* strong support from family and friends especially the supergirls. amazing! you all may be million of miles away but i can feel your love and care for me and my family. words are not enough to thank you for all the things you have done and still continue to do to express your sympathy. thanks so much for your messages, calls, prayers, mass cards, monetary assistance and masses offered for my dad. God bless you all.

* safe flights for M and my siblings when they went back to their respective destinations.

* my brother's extended stay with us. since Daddy left, he's been so strong for us even if he's also devastated with the tragic death. he postponed his trip back to Geneva to spend 4 more days with us because he knew how deep our grief is.

* an unexpected good news. He really loves me so much, He gave me something to "replace" my lost income. i really don't regret quitting my job and the timing couldn't have been more perfect. i'm just praying life will not be as hard as i imagine when we're back in Cebu. that's where reality kicks in.

* one big dream coming true sooner than planned. thanks to generous people like my brother!

* a really nice surprise birthday gift from the same generous brother. been using it for a week now.

* M sending the little girl's school books so she can still follow their lessons during her 1-month absence. i'm blessed my sis, S offered to do home study for her. i can't be depended on, i'm too sad to do anything.

looks like i can't recall everything. i'm really overwhelmed by grief.