at it again

yes, i am at it again. i have not gone to the gym for more than a week now. i hate it because aside from me getting unhealthier each day, those days were already paid and it's such a waste of money. i read that setbacks do happen but we should bounce back immediately. sigh! why am i allowing myself to not get up, literally and figuratively. i seem to be doing one step forward, two steps backward instead of the other way around. i should exercise today! it felt horrible that one of my favorite plus-sized tops almost didn't fit me anymore. grrrrr.

i am worried again. i guess all moms do when their kids get sick. marti still has fever and she doesn't want to eat anything nor drink her milk. i would have wanted to tell her she shouldn't have forced herself to go to school yesterday but what's the point. i'm thinking, they should have gotten their flu shots before the rainy month of june came. but then again, there is really no point dwelling on things that have already happened.

i better end this post now. it seems like i am not making sense here. haha.