fresh start

when i read what my cousin, Linnor wrote in her FB, it was like reading my own thoughts today. yes, today marks the beginning of another month and quarter. thank God for new beginnings!

yesterday, i was really thinking of starting anew in my fitness jouney. all i did the past weeks was eat, eat and eat. i gave in to my cravings for sweets. one day i'm at la marea, the next day i'm at east west (for their mango sushi). i'm not surprised that when i finally went back to the gym today after 11 days of absence, my weight has gone up to 190 pounds form 187.5! i'm not happy. i really have to discipline myself NOW. i will exercise (be it in the gym, at home or at IT Park) daily, even if it will only be a 20-minute walk. AND i really have to cut down on my fatty and high-calorie food intake.

the month that just ended wasn't a good one for me work-wise. i am still waiting for our final scorecard but i know i failed in two of the metrics (issue resolution and chats-per-hour). i feel bad. this is the first time in 11 months (remember i even got a top 2 award when i just started). i am telling myself not to dwell on it anymore. i want to practise what M would always say, "moving forward..." and so today, i have decided to work harder and do better. there may be factors beyond my control but i will make sure i always give my best every single day at work.

today marks a fresh start for me, a new beginning. back to day 1.